Today, I connected with people that I can collaborate with on long term projects. I made sure that we shared similar values, but not the same values. I should have talked about their working patterns, but instead I decided to work on my own.
This week every day – I asked myself “Do you feel like you need to take action?” – The answer “Yes” has intensified daily. Feelings of stuck, alone, sad, mad, abandoned have been inviting themselves into my subconscious. My energy is being transferred a tad faster than I can replenish in order to operate at my ideal potential.
It’s an amazing feeling, but it’s exhausting and the old versions of me want to complain, vent, and cry about it every day. I could cry typing as I think about all of the barriers standing on my neck today, but then my soul starts crying which makes my face smile because I also think about all the barriers I’ve overcome while being able to add value to others.
I use to say that favor wasn’t fair, but it is. I have this amount of grace because I am a good person. I have this amount of struggle because I am human. I have this amount of trauma because I live on Earth with other humans. Every choice has a consequence….good or bad. What you pour out comes back. I am working double time to pour into myself so that I can pour out more.
I crave more peace so I must give more peace to others.
I deserve vengeance so I am going to fight for others first.
I am working to have it ALL, so I’ve given my all my entire life.
Now I know how to prioritize like a dreamer. Now I know how to love me more first.
Now I know how to win forever.
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I’m Paris Vaughan – Your Favorite Healthy Hustling Momager
