I’m glad to understand that “trigger” ….now!
I would not advise growing up in Corporate America.
I spent more time at work than I did with family, and I was quickly responsible for others.
Personally, my life was a mess, thrown into adulthood from college, grief, new mom, corporate super star, abandonment, did I mention I was thrown into adulthood, and then I had the nerve to become a parent?!
13 years later I’m just learning about myself. It’s scary, It’s exciting, It’s scary! It’s scary, It’s scary!
One day I decided I was tired of being scared every day. I hear that I’m better at spacing it out and I can confirm that to be true and now that I know better, I can do better.
Whewwwwww! It feels good to be able to communicate and release some feelings.
All day, I just felt blah and whewwwww, It’s like I was trying to hold on to the bad feelings. I just could not figure it out.
I was reminded that it’s ok to have a day!
Then I cried and cried a little more.
I took a deep breath, I took a shower to wash off the day, I poured some tequila, and here I am.
GRATITUDE!
I did all of that and still worked on my dreams.
It’s a new day and I’m still not quite feeling like the Paris of my dreams this morning, but the difference is. I’m ok with that today because I understand my feelings more today.
I took more quiet time, I thought about my feelings, my environment, my dreams, and I also read my behavioral profile again. I love reading about myself when I don’t feel like how I think I should feel.
Today I ask again, how are you?
Your Favorite Healthy Hustling Momager

