Refill to pour again

How are you?*

HA! The question didn’t even make me flinch today. Today! I am determined!

First let’s reflect. I need to get some thoughts out!

Yesterday and the day before were uncomfortable!  I faced fears, feelings, worked a full shift, cooked dinner, worked on my dreams, did parenting, connected with friends, did far too much adulting, I received feedback, I gave feedback, I showed up for myself, I showed up for my fears, and RESTED EARLY!

Wow! I literally felt like I was barely productive yesterday!

Paris you are funny! I had bad moments, I had sad moments, but I had a great day! It wasn’t the day of my dreams, but it was a day of dreaming bigger!

I literally get on my own nerves, but yesterday I admitted that until I feel secure in my finances, I will need to work really hard at my inner work, which means more “me time”. HOW?!!

Thankfully I’m #villagestrong – I bring that up because there are a lot of people who don’t have friends or communities, and you really don’t have to live like that. I am still shocked at how much pride I still have that I labeled as something different. SHOUT OUT TO F.L.O.R!

I’ll get back to that, but today! GRATITUDE for today!

It wears you out but getting and learning the “lesson” is so fulfilling. The lesson repeats until learned and daily I am learning.

I’m also teaching, and you know what they tell you in corporate America! Once you can teach something, you are an expert. I REPEAT! I do not recommend growing up in corporate America like I did, but baby I did get some fire skills!

My mind is together and now I know how to leverage said skills. It’s a painful journey, but babyyyyyyy this is the peace you cannot buy.

 I am doing it scared everyday!

Facing fears like a beast because it’s time to risk it all. I learned the hard way that the tighter you try and hold onto things, the faster you lose them.

OK! I feel so much better and now it’s time to start the day. Paris- Refill to pour again! You have to refill all of your cups before you can share.

Paris- Your my FAVORITE Healthy HUSTLING MOMAGER! You got you and the crew!

Thank you for dreaming with me! I promised to LIVE, LOVE, LEARN, GLOW, GROW, and be DRAMATIC for the rest of my life. #LLFATMAC

*Coming Soon – How the question “How are you?” almost took me out!