You ever have tears that won’t shed?

I use to force my cries to stay in because I dare not be too transparent at the workplace and I had a lot of adulting to do.

What I know now that I did not know then…keeping those cries in, would make the future harder.

Now I’m so ready to embrace the release that when my cry doesn’t come out. I don’t know if I’m holding it in, or if I’m being a big girl.

When in doubt…journal it out.

Here I am, sleep music in my ear, and my fingers are typing away.

Let’s start with asking ourselves some questions….

How are you?

How are you really?

You sure?

What’s wrong?

I am gentle with my-self, yet persistent to relax and figure out why were are not feeling as bright as we would like.

Yes we’re tired, but that’s not it.

When the questions above don’t do the trick, I ask them differently. I make my self-talk my best talk.

Is the fear real? No – we looked over the plan and we honestly need to give it time, but continue to work.

So why are we sad?

Is the self-doubt right? No – we are more productive than anticipated even on the days when it seems like we’re not.

What do you want to do?

We want to be lazy, but we need extra time in the day.

What can we do about that?

Can we stop work early today?

Yes we can and we can work the “happy list”

Well……I already don’t feel like crying anymore. I’m Your Favorite Healthy Hustling Momager

Forever living, learning, loving, growing, and glowing out loud. I’m dramatic in the best ways for the rest of my life.

We’re doing it scared, but we’re doing it